photo request

lookin back at these pictures ...
it was meant for you ...
you wanted me to smile ...
you know i do not like to smile in pictures ...
but you kept asking me to show my teeth ...
you told that i have a sweet smile ...
all these pictures were taken last year around June ...
it has been a year since...
i wonder if i could smile like this again ?
somehow i feel that the smile will not come back again