lonely heaven 寂寞天堂

( the nitez we used to share )


這些日子，
夜里一個人仰望天空，
當時我們都愛一起看著這一樣的星空，
為何現在只剩我一人在這孤獨的天堂？
與你一起是上天給我美好的禮物，
但它后悔了把這禮物收回了，
讓我的心在為此淌血，
每個夜里我無法閉上眼，
這感覺猶如我有著難以理解的病，
每一天覺得心在痛,
只要心還在淌著血我的心就無法好好的。。。
我不了解為什么？我病了？
或許上天寂寞慣了想要我的陪伴，
她說她會很好，她說這是對我們最好的選擇，
我的治療我的傷口，它真的會痊愈嗎？
她的身影一直在我腦海里移動，
而在夢里她也從不休息的出現著，
但驚醒后我還是明白我失去了，
是時候我的面對現實，
但還是無法相信她已離去，
努力的告誡自己別想了，
但還是徒勞無功，這不是我的選擇，
但她卻選擇她要的，
她選擇一個我不認識的他，
把我兩的回憶拋在腦后，
她說我倆的回憶很美，
也會一直存在與我倆的心中，
我想這是永恒的回憶～



all these time …
i watch the sky by myself at nite…
where we used to look up into the same sky together ...
when we were in our promised land …
but now I wonder why do i look up into the lonely heaven alone?
being with u was the Goddess`s gift …
but the Goddess took it away from me …
it made my heart bleed…
every nite I could not close my eye…
it gave me new disease …
everyday i felt …
that my head hurt ...
i never felt good since my heart started to bleed…
i ll never know why …
I m sick…maybe the Goddess wants to meet me soon
in Her lonely heaven…
that girl …she said she’ll be fine …
she said …that was the best way for us …
to cure my wound …will my heart ever heal?
i can’t no break the silence…its killing my soul …
her moving picture …keep playing in my head…in my sleep …
she is always in but every time …
when i wake up …i never forget what i lost …
it is time to face reality …but it is so difficult to believe…
I m trying not to think …never looking back …
guess it is not working …is this the life that i chose?
but she could choose what she wanna be …
to become someone that i never knew …
left the memories behind …she said it was good …
and it is living in my heart …the memories are everlasting ...

written by alan loveless

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